Thursday, July 31, 2008

I Truly Object........!!!!!

All these days, I have been writing poems and my complex thoughts. Now I have a sudden realization that I should write down whatever that is going through my mind. I decided to give it an attempt and to see what comes up......

At present, the situation around me is not so encouraging. Both, my personal as well as professional life is at a stand still. I want something new..... new means a new environment... a change from the routine..... i know that everybody experiences such things through out their life's.... but when it comes to self, its quite disturbing..... we tend to lose interest in things around us.....

My senior manager for the last 3.5 years is being shifted to a different department..... I thoroughly understand the undercurrents.... but I can do nothing but accept whatever is happening....a feeling of helplessness. He was a man with deep compassion for the fellow beings, be it his colleague, friend or anybody around. A committed man... married both to his organization and his job.... he was instrumental in retaining many employees in the company..... and the price that he had to pay for his commitment, which I believe, is truly dissentient and objectionable. And I want to say this to all you deaf ears.......... "what you did now is fallacious and shows extreme callowness!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Confidence

I am only one, but still I am one;
I cannot do everything,
but still I can do something;
and because I cannot do everything,
I will not refuse to do something that I can do....

-Edward Everett Hale

Lesson

Every instance of heartbreak can teach us powerful lessons about creating the kind of love we really want.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Zeitgeist

In sync with the spirit of the time..........the spirit characteristic of an age or generation.........the spirit so unaltered, so unchanged!!!!!

At first, I never believed in it.... tried not to cogitate about it and never ever tried to abide by it....i consider this as lack of perception, intuition and imagination....

Then I realized that this spirit is true and unfeigned. True to the core.... completely innocent and impeccant.... gentle and docile....

I made up my mind and decided to pursue this spirit. I waited for the dawn to hold me with its golden fingers...... to hug me gently and to feel comfortable in its bosom.....to experience the lovely feeling which i have heard about.....and wished that it will exculpate me...... but its always late when the realization dawns on me......

and then it was morning....

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Pushing the river

Pushing the flowing river

Severely burnt, severely crushed
I stand here with nothing to earn
loosely tied, perpetually disfigured
I stand here mentally opaqued

Lonliness, I say is a blessing to me
but bane to many who detest it
living life is a burden to me
and that is how I wanted it to be..........

Friday, July 4, 2008

Rendezvous problem

Rendezvous problem

''Two young people have a date in a park they have never been to before. Arriving separately in the park, they are both surprised to discover that it is a huge area and consequently they cannot find one another. In this situation each person has to choose between waiting in a fixed place in the hope that the other will find them, or else starting to look for the other in the hope that they have chosen to wait somewhere.

If they both choose to wait, of course, they will never meet. If they both choose to walk there are chances that they meet and chances that they do not. If one chooses to wait and the other chooses to walk, then there is a theoretical certainty that they will meet eventually; in practice, though, they would need an infinite amount of time for it to be guaranteed. ''

Now the question is...... should I walk or juz wait...........